shernna--joaryl

2007-03-02T00:08:00.000-08:00

you can visit http://joannayuhui.blogspot.com/
(:

2007-03-01T05:03:00.001-08:00

we gorged today.
the satisfaction within,
we enjoyed.

2007-02-16T19:59:00.001-08:00

I FEEL SO GUILTY!
I haven't been updating this blog.
And i left everything to be done by Joanna DD:
So today i shall post.
Post post post. Ahha :D
Chinese New Year's coming!!
Whee. Hongbaos people! $$$ :D
And we get to see everyone.I'm sure everyone grew taller(except me.)
Pathetic me. Still the same height.I'm not growing! Wahhhh!! DDD:
So yep, hope to see you my baby during one of the reunion dinners!!At that time, we shall play with our cams. Wahaha xD

ToodlesSheryl
And Sheryl LOVES Joanna like MAD

2007-02-16T01:31:00.001-08:00

IM BACK.
wow, it has been 26 days since i last updated.
and time really flies.

homework.
matches.
tests.
results.
ups and downs.
adapting to different different teachers.

lets see what we've learnt so far.
emath: loci, statistics
amath: P n C, differentiation
chem: redox, rate of reactions, energy changes
bio: eye, nervous system, hormones, drus, reproduction in plants.
geo:population
history: china thingy
ss: i think some health care n education thingy.
languages: nothing much.
ha, u shd know which are the subjects that i didnt pay much attention to.
the interest is just not there =/
that's bad.

preliminary round matches:
1) and vs amk
20-33
2) and vs compassvale
61-2
3) and vs woodlands
63-5
4) and vs st.nicks
30-21

second round matches:
1) and vs northland
33-21
2) and vs riverside
30-21
3) and vs woodgrove
38-22
4) and vs canberra
46-11
5) and vs north vista
34-39

i really hope we could win something in our last year.
we shall jiayou.
wheeeee...anderson!

tests.
half of them were alright,
but half of them i screwed.
CA1 is a goner man.
results.
disappointment.
but, there are still more chances out there.
so i shall work harder.

okay louis, as requested, i shall post about valentines's day.
i went to school and wow, so many sweets gifts etc stared at me.
really thank you to those who took the slightest effort to prepare.
i felt so guity that i didnt prepare anything la.
so sorry! =x
den after recess, received the flowers lor.
ok this is the thank you list:
thank you...
hui: the rose and that note was funny haha
weichi: the nice hp thingy
yunjie:the chick thingy
yiting: the chocs n sweets
sinyee: the milk bottle with sweets
hannah viting kaixin: the flower n the note in the bottle
ziqin: the button flower
ms leow: tolberone
fellow 3-6 peeps for the sweets etc.
marven: the rose chocolates n note
my angel: the chocolates
ms goh: the M&Ns
hongyu: the flower
cheryl: the lollipops
sherilyn: the catbury choc
regina: the note and flower
still got who that i miss out ma? if so im sorry.
but once again, thank you everyone! (:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR people.
2 more days haha.
i guess i'll be spending most of the time at home?
hmm thats it for now,
and i dont know when i'll be back again..
see ya.

2007-01-21T12:31:00.000-08:00

Sometimes my homework is short
Sometimes my homework is long
But whenever i do my homework
My homework is always ~~wrong~~

Sometimes I do my homework at a slow pace
Sometimes I do my homework in the fast lane
But however I do my homework
my homework is still a pain

Sometimes my homework is easy
Sometimes my homework is hard
But whenever i can't do my homework
I feel like a retard

just a random thought when i looked at the date,
i'll turn sixteen in half a year's time! (x

2007-01-12T04:46:00.000-08:00

permutation
combination
population
oxidation
reflex action
they exhaust my brain cells.
its only 8 days of sec 4 life,
and i feel suffocated.

theres daisy tan carnival tomorrow so one day's gone.
and look at the homework i have to do on sunday..
-ddt ws drawing of pop pyramids
-population essay
-permutation n combination 2a
-chem revision test
-emath mastery prep test
-bio ws
-chinese zuoye
-a 600words english essay
oh man.

i reach home at like 6 everyday.
its like spending 11 to 12 hrs in school.

the grouping for tournament is out.
-amk
-sng
-compassvale
-woodlands
and us.
coach has so much confidence in us,
we musnt let her down
so jiayou everyone(:

i hope i'll live through a year with just approx 6 hrs of sleep everyday.
brain cells,immunity,
work harder!

its frustrating to be tired,
and not able to fall asleep.
its tiring to strain ur eyes,
and feel the nerves retreating.

its heartbreaking to face reality.

2007-01-05T20:59:00.000-08:00

totally drained.
im tired.
i feel sick.
a hectic year ahead.
but im gonna survive.
yay!
thats all.
god bless all.

i miss those days
very much.

2007-01-01T11:19:00.000-08:00

its a new year
a new beginning
its the time to:
forget all past mistakes
forget all heartbreaking moments
keep the wonderful memories intact
work harder in every aspect of life
and build a wonderful 2007
"jian she yi ge mei hao de 2007 nian"
(:

each year seemed like a wind blowing
oh that sounds so chinese
"yi nian you ru yi zhen feng ban de chui guo"
oh i have to improve in my english!
not saying that my chinese is fantastic though
coz its just as bad.

i dont want to make any new year resolutions
coz most of the time you dont fulfill them
then its like making empty promises to yourself
i want to make a new year wish though.
-i want more blood.i need them.
more blood=lesser headaches=more jing shen[energy??]
then i can concentrate more on everything
i enjoyed one and half months of headache-free
but after the mdication ends,
the headaches are coming back ):
there arent any natural ways to gain more blod, are they?

wah none of the andersonians on my list is online now.
everyone having fun last night/this morning ba.
and sleeping away now?
lols.

yesterday was the last outing of the year
and i guess i wont be seeing sheryl anytime soon ):
baby please take care.

thats all.ta.

2006-12-30T11:42:00.000-08:00

the thought of being a sec 4 soon
left me in joy and excitement,
but at the same time,
i feel lost in a way.
i would say this year ended off rather beautifully for me.
at least its a year worth remembering?
haha.

the NTUC XTRA at the new AMK HUB is like so packed with sardines.
you know, they sold a LCD tv for 89 bucks for the first 100 shoppers.
only 89 and its a LCD TV!
but of course, im not one of them la.
i went in the afternoon of the grand opening and yesterday.
the yoplait(some kinda yogurt) is worth buying mann!
im gonna get more later.
its buy one get one free,
and it costs only $1.08!
so its like only 54 cents for one.
its high-calcium n low-fat.(:
while stocks last!
haha why am i advertising for them LOL.

i cant wait for the shops to open la.
theres IP ZONE there leh.
yiting, ur favourite shop?haha.
once the renovation is done, the shop would be opened for sale.
i supposed there would be lots of offer when its first opened,
so i shall be the kiasu one to grab new stuff at low prices.=D
BUTBUTBUT
after january, i dont think theres much time for shopping ):

there is a new bus that i can take to school.
BUS NO. 45.
its a direct bus from my house to school.
im not sure of the whole journey though.
so im gonna take a ride all the way to the interchange to see,
and estimate the time taken from my house to school and etc etc.
the bus travels from marnine parade to yio chu kang.
i guess those who alight from yio chu kang mrt can take bus 45?
im not very sure though.
but worth checking the whole journey out la.
at least for me it is.(:

two more days to 2007.
i guess many people would be counting down at marina bay?
haha i will most probably be sleeping when others are sounting down =x
normally we (as in my family etc) dont celebrate new year's day.
last time i used to think that new year's day is for western people,
and chinese new year is for asians.
ok, that was silly.

i want training!
i always miss tournament days after it ended.
the bus journeys seem really..
i dont know whats the word to describe,
but theres always this feeling in me after the tournament days.
anyone has the same feeling there?haha.

alright, im off!
school reopening in 4 days time!

2006-12-25T21:04:00.000-08:00

Shermaine is cute; Shanel is soo soo soo naughty. bad girl.tsk tsk.
Marcus is weird?
Perlin is quite pretty lah but she gotten soo skinny recently. D: i wonder what gotten into her. D':

hmm...X'mas day.i did take take afew pictures of her.
and you know what Joanna?
SHERMAINE HAVE NIGHTMARES EVERYDAY!or so that's what duayi says =/
poor girl D:
and she will start crying and crying.
woah.it's scary =/
but nvm.she'll grow out of it((:

toodles.
jiayou for netball ah! :D

2006-12-24T11:55:00.000-08:00

okay maybe i shall blog every sunday.
i think this skin that sheryl has created is SO NICE.
i cant bear to leave it rotting.=/

last night my mom n i were talking about random stuff.
yaek yaek yaek
and we were thinking why corpses float in the sea.
why does a human float only when its dead?
HMM.i didnt know the scientific answer.
and i was thinking,
are there really sharks in the sea?
like those in storybooks,
you were happily swimming
and suddenly something tugged you from below,
and DANG, you were inside the stomache of a shark.

its christmas eve today.
i dont feel the qi fen at all.
like, OH SANTA IS COMING TONIGHT DOWN THE CHIMNEY TO GIVE PRESENTS!
okay, that was so "fairy-tale"
i guess u wont feel the qi fen (atmosphere?) unless u visit town or something.
who still celebrate christmas at home with presents under a christmas tree?
my last experience of that was like 10 years ago?
this year would be another christmas which i spend at home.
at least its still better than last years'
BAD MEMORIES.
but who cares, its over.
"A GOOD PLAYER MUST BE HAPPY", adapted from coach.
let the past go.
"FORGET YOUR PAST MISTAKES"
so cheers everyone,
have a really MERRY CHRISTMAS.

10 more days to the start of school.
i kinda look forward it.
though 2007 is gonna be hectic.
the last week of holidays is time for us to finish all undone homework!
oh, my chemistry!
rah, im off.

2006-12-23T05:31:00.000-08:00

YAY!
i'm here to post on my own :D

wishing everyone Merry X'Mas and a Happy New Year!
haha.ok.
that's all.

cheers!(:

and baby,i'm happy for you!!
you got a new position!hope you are happy((:

2006-12-17T12:36:00.000-08:00

a little msg for the sec ones giants..

regina: my first sec-one partner!heh.contd to jiayou yea(:
linkai: when u first came in i was like wow the lil girl so cute n not bad in playing. rock on.(:
jiaxin: the singing jiaxin.haha.i rmb coach keep shouting at u "jiaxin can u catch the ball?" but nvm i believe u can make great improvements de!jiayoujiayou.(:
phyllis: i rmb u talk the most wan!lol.our to-be captain.haha.(:
camilia: everybody has seen improvement from you.keep it up yea(:
bertrice: continue to jiayou.yi ding ke yi de!(:
sunitha: u have potential but come down for training more often?(:
cheng: im sure ur passion for netball will bring u to greater heights(:
gwendy: gun-di.oops.not for me to call de.haha.our potential keeper!jiayou(:

the sec twos:

lynette:ur jumps are just so cute.haha this yr u jump nx year u fly!jiayou(:
cheryl:hope ur headache/migrane or wadever that cause u to be unwell goes away for good n never come back.jiayoujiayou(:
claudia:jiayou for next year(:
daphne:pokey.the first time i saw u i was like wow sec one so tall one.*cries*
jiayou netball fairy.(:
sherilyn:i thought i saw a tall gal n there came another taller one.lol.make use of ur height yo.jiayou(:
siangyee:our GD!coach always say u blur but no la when u see sianyee intercept the ball, its like wow how can she be blur.(:
effa:once a flintsont always a flintstone.haha jiayou(:
aisyah:hunter!hahaha.jiayou for next year!(:
sarah:everyone says uve improved.jiayou(:
tess:i didnt know u can get so high until camp!haha.ji xu jiayou(:
priscillia:jiayou for next year(:
thivya:"our second hannah" coach says(:
jiale:hope u will come for training soon.for one last yr, jiayou(:
jocelyn:be back soon yea.jiayou(:

i know all the messages seem so similar,
but..
i aint that creative =/
all this while, it has been hard on elia.
i havent been doing my job well.
if ive offended anyone in anyway,
im sincerely sorry.
i hope giants will climb to greater heights in the following years.
i believe we can do it
and prove them wrong.
soon i will be missing netball.
i will miss coach shouting at me.
i will miss you all.
i cant imagine life next year without netball.
then there wont be anything to look forward afterall.
hey tt rhymes(but tt is out if the point)
3 years have passed,
just like that.

i wont be blogging anymore.
coz i have been thinking.
i havent been studying hard enough.
i dont want to regret it next year.
and so this is my last post of the year.

i hope i wake up the next morning,
and see a better day ahead.

i guess not many will read,
but best wishes everyone.
goodbye.

2006-12-12T20:34:00.000-08:00

we shopped n went sakae today.
the pictures would have done all the talking.
haha.im like bloated after the meal.
but it was a nice day(:

2006-12-10T14:45:00.000-08:00

I LOVE THE PICTURES!
too lazy to post all so i just posted these few.

star awards tonight.
i could still remember so vividly the star awards day last year.
oh well.
it seems that memories live forever,
be it memorable or unmemorable.
one year has passed.

i like the 3 korean songs namely:
perhaps love,dang shineun,aeng mu sae
coz i read the translation
and its nice.
jiaxin send me the songs!

on my feet, i thought
in the air,i thought
drowning, i thought
seated, i thought
can the thoughts just go away.

baby will be back in 5 days!(:

2006-12-09T19:47:00.000-08:00

2006-12-08T22:23:00.000-08:00

the third netball camp in anderson is over.
which means, im gonna step down soon.
thats around 2-3 months time.
and in less than a years' time, im graduating.
i cant believe that.
like woo, time really flies.
and yea, time to study hard.

):

2006-12-05T20:07:00.000-08:00

so sorry i was such a lousy belayer):
i swear elia is the best belayer.
my fingers are kinda rope-burnt):
shall blog more after the camp.

bon voyage sheryl(:

2006-12-04T14:43:00.000-08:00

oh yes i forgot to blog about our shoe shopping trip on saturday.
i cant help but laugh at the thought of it:
we went to queensway the other day to collect our tees and shop for a pair of shoes of coach.
we chose the pair that coach said she liked.
as the shoe was a little dirty, we requested for a new pair.
"alright, i will get a new pair for you girls."
a few minutes later, the guy came back with nothing.
"oh wait a minute, i will get you a new pair"
and off he went with a shoe whitener in his hand.
you must have guessed what he will do to the shoe.
minutes later, he came back.
"nah, a NEW PAIR for you."
the first thing we did was to rape the shoe.
"why is it wet?" we asked.
"OH, BECAUSE THE SHOES WERE PUT IN A STOREROOM AND THERE IS THIS MUSTY SMELL SO WE REMOVED THE SMELL BY SPRAYING PERFUME"
we arent that dumb lah.
"since its dirty, sell us at a cheaper price.say, $85."
"cannot, $89."
"$87 lah"
"cannot la, $88"
"no, its dirty so $87."
"ok la ok la"
BUT the boss came.
"HUH this shoe how can sell $87!"
"your sales person say $87 wan" i said.
"no no no, $88 cheapest."
we decided not to buy from such a dishonest person.
we should have been more mean like
"oh you use wad perfume brand ar?how come no perfume smell wan?"
we were nice and said "its okay, we dont want it."
"dont want ar..later if you come back, we arent going to sell at the discounted price ar.."
"ITS OKAY" we said and walked off.
so in the end, we got it from another shop.
it was a litle dirty too but we asked the person to whiten it for us.
at least they arent dishonest la.
although we got it at $90, we are satisfied.
***end of the shoe story***

baby is going away in two days' time ):
have a safe and nice trip yea <3

camp tmr.
hope everything turns out fine.
den the efforts we put in will be paid off
enjoy, juniors and seniors.(:

i wonder what the surprise is..((:

the lil' hope
does it still exist
to light up the sky
will the stars shine
perhaps.
that will be the answer

2006-12-03T20:12:00.000-08:00

I CAME TO BLOG!
finally((:

i'm having a splitting headache
D:
must be thanks to my lack of sleep.
WAAH.
i can't seem to think straight.

WAIT A MIN!i rmbed sth.
my baby once told me that crying can cause headaches.i bet that must hv been the reson-.-
ahh.my eyes hurt and now my head's throbbing.
i'm going away in 2 days time,but i don't think i'm fit for travel
HOW? D:

i hope God will bless me, and let me recover asap.
and may Him protect and bless my baby too((:

2006-12-03T12:36:00.000-08:00

today shall be a homework day.
im about to complete the commonwelth paper2!
yay.but im having problems with moles.
MOLES MOLES MOLES.
im left with..
moles..
a lil of sulphuric acid..
a lil of oxidation n reduction..
2 history essays..
a bit of chinese..
the abit always turns out to be alot actually.
hmm i hope thats all.
and these are gonna take up another month.
and holidays would be gone.

i miss school.
i want a new beginning.
but, what exactly is considered starting anew.
like not making the past mistakes again?
but making mistakes is inevitable isnt it?
unless the mistakes are just so unforgivable,
so unforgivable that there is no turning back.
OH WELL.

2006-12-01T16:07:00.000-08:00

i just screwed everything up laa.
RAH.

2006-12-01T00:42:00.000-08:00

I'M GOING AWAY SOON! =O

baby, qing3 bao3 you4 wo3((:

i SHALL return and get u lots and lots of soveniers!!!(whatever.my spelling fail le.-.-)

bye bye.hope you won't get too lonely when i go away D:

take care, my dear baby.

2006-11-29T15:55:00.000-08:00

this blog is gonna have a short lifespan
a month later, its gonna die
the second time i killed a blog this year
well, ive decided im not gonna blog in a month's time
and u wont see me online anymore
perhaps i might advance its death?
im sorry baby
i feel as if ive wasted ur effort
but i wont delete it
just that i wont be updating
does that make a diffrence
maybe it does
a person who is in a coma is not dead yet
just that hes inactive

i hope i wont live to hear that
but if do
well i cant do anything more
but to hear shatters

2006-11-29T14:49:00.000-08:00

i feel that..
i dont know whats the word.
so far apart i feel
say it doesnt matter
perhaps la
but somehow -----

a month of holidays is gone
another will soon be gone too
i feel that ive done nothing much
oh...):

it just came knocking at my skull
and i guess that will do

2006-11-27T14:51:00.000-08:00

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: joanna
Birthdate: 21071991
Current status: sianned in the mind
Eye colour: black?
Hair colour: black
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac sign: goat yang mehmeh

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: chinese
Your fears: like almost everything?
Your weaknesses:oh many many.
Your perfect pizza:long chesesy thingy with pineapple and ham or wadever nice meat.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your thoughts first waking up: my headache is better
Your bedtime: 10?11?
Your most missed memory: oh stop reminding me.i will go crazy thinking.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: now, and maybe for the next few years,plain water will do.
McDonalds or Burger King:hardly eaten burger king.mc is so-so lah.
Single or group dates: hmm.i date my baby can.
Adidas or Nike: for shoe, i prefer nike.for others, both(:
Lipton Tea or Nestea: i dont drink instant tea.
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends, but most of the time, chocolate.
Cappucinno or Coffee: dont drink cofee

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: No.i cant stand the smell.they paint ur lungs black.
Curse: not really.
Take a shower:in the evening but mostly after afternoon baths.
Having a crush: not really.
Like(d) school: yea.i miss school.
Want to get married: yes, 10 yrs later.oh that seems so long from now.
Believe in yourself: hmm.depends luh.
Think you're a health freak: kind of.influenced as well.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drink alcohol: nah.
Gone to the mall: this week no, ive been stuck at home for the past week.this month i guess so.
Been on stage: in the pst month, no.those were primary school days.
Eaten sushi: oh yes.i just had sushi for lunch(: i want more!
Been dumped: literally?eh no lah.im not rubbish kaes.
Gone skating: nope.that was years ago?
Dyed your hair: no.i believe in natural.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: nolah.i not pervertic luh.
Changed who you were to fit in: wad does this mean?

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age you're hoping to be married: 10 years later, 25.reasonable lah.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye colour: not important.
Best hair colour: not important.
Short or long hair: not important.

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 minute ago: doing this quiz.
1 hour ago: washing clothes.
5 hours ago: at the doctor.
1 week ago: sick.
1 year ago: dont remember lah.

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE:all my darlings.
I FEEL: so lost.
I HATE: to feel lost, the medicine
I HIDE: behind the doors of my heart.
I MISS: manymany things.oh stop reminding me!
I NEED: <3,happiness,good health,$

{TEN EMOTIONS}
1. Are you missing someone right now: oh stop that.
2. Are you happy: no.
3. Are you talking to anyone right now: no.
4. Are you bored: yes, very.
5. Are you German: no.
6. Are you Brazillian: no.
7. Are you French: no
8. Are you Italian: no
9. Are your parents still married: ya.dont think it makes any difference.
10. Do you like someone right now: i like my baby (:
{TEN FAVOURITES}
1. Television show: dont really have a favorite show.
2. Flower: ee no.
3. Colour: depends on what im looking at.
4. Sport: netball (:
5. Mall: nah..harly go to malls.
6. Music: eh..depends lah.
7. Food:manymany.
8. Drink: erm..i cant drink much le so not much favourites.
9. Animal: no! im afraid of them.
10. Country: my homeland.singapore luh, where else.

{~~TEN~~ NINE FACTS}
1. Hometown: singapore.
2. Hair colour: black.
3. Hair length: slightly longer than shoulder length.
4. Eye colour: black?
5. Shoe size:5
6. Mood: lost, sianne
7. Orientation: wad does that mean.
8. Available: available to?
9. Lefty/Righty: Righty.ask before liao lah.

{~~TEN~~ EIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE}
1. Have you ever been in love: hmm maybe.
2. Do you believe in love: true love do exists so i guess so.
3. Have you ever been heartbroken: not really but maybe.i think yes.
4. Have you ever broken someone's heart: maybe?
5. Have you ever fallen for your best friend: no.
6. Have you ever liked someone but never told them: maybe.maybe not.not really lah.
7. Are you afraid of commitment: now,at this point of time? yes.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer: oh how i know.ask this type of question.

{TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT}
1. Love or Lust: love.
2. Hard Liquor or Beer: neither.
3. Night or day: depends.
4. One night stand or relationships: relationships of course.
5. Television or Internet:depends.
6. Pepsi or Coke: none.
7. Wild night out or romantic: romantic
8. Coloured pictures or Black and white: depends.
9. Phone or in person: in person.
10. AIM or MySpace: none.

{TEN HAVE YOU EVER}
1. Ever been caught sneaking out:ahhaha/..no.
2. Ever skinny dipped: wads that.
3. Done something you regret: yes, many.
4. Ever bungee jumped: yes.i dont like the feeling when i come down.
5. Ever been on a boat: yup.
6. Ever finished an entire jaw breaker: wads that.
7. Ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: yea kinda.
8. Ever been caught by your parents with a hickey: hickey? wads that.
9. Ever danced in the rain: no i wold like to drown in it.
10. Ever loved your ex while you were in a new relationship: i was never in one.

back from the doctor's.
more oh-so-nice black syrup for another month.
the doctor says im so lack of blood,
which explains the birth of the constant throbbing in my head.
):

when will i ever complete my homework..
i guess not till school reopens.
coz theres still so many chemistry worksheets blank,
and i know i wouldnt know how to do.
thats procrastinating again.
i feel so sorry that im delaying,
but aAHH,theres this feeling,
constantly knocking at my skull.

i have to pick myself up again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIONA.
have a safe trip too.

2006-11-27T00:19:00.000-08:00

now i'm sick.

AND I FEEL SO ZOMBIE-LIKE!

not to mention like puking all over, throbbing headaches, sudden stabs of pain in my tummy and fainting spells.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.i feel like i just died.and now my fingers feel so stubby till i can't really type fast.my eyes are practically closed AND I'M HUNGRY AGAIN.

baby lacks blood, i lack immunity.ahh, that sucks.i'm so weak.

BOOHOO.

i hate the doctor.i hate the medicine.I HATE THE VIRUS!!!!!!!!!!

boo lah. >:(

2006-11-26T10:16:00.000-08:00

ive been listless for the whole of this week.
my brain kept running everywhere.
i need time to get it back intact):

last night's dinner was average
i felt neither full nor hungry
heh but soemthing interesting!
i sat right opposite an ah gXX
he, or rather she, wore this black dress with lipstick n flowery rubber band n flowery slippers.
prettier than me leh
i wore tshirt n shorts he/she wore dress and makeup.
LOL.
actually he/she was on the news some years back.
my mom asked him/her questions n he/she actually replied.
ho, should have asked more.

my refusal to do homework now is gonna kill me

2006-11-25T11:33:00.000-08:00

i didnt go for the carnival today.
sorry people.
my sincere apologies.
i know everyone is somehow under the weather,
and still, you people made an effort to go,
but i didnt.
i wasnt involved in the preparations.
i didnt ask how did the preparations go.
sick, indeed i am,
but now, i feel as if its an excuse.
A TOTAL EXCUSE.
i guess everyone had fun during the friendly matches, the meals together and everything.
im just rotting at home,
watching the medicine destroy me
thinking of how im going to live through tomorrow
trying hard to discard the haunting thoughts and dreams
well, i brought upon these myself.
i came across this chinese comprehension passage yesterday and it goes:
unhappiness is brought about by the strong desires of human.
strong desires.
perhaps, perhaps,
if wishing for something that would never come true is considered as a strong desire.
and i guess it is.
i long for some decent food
maybe food makes me happy
well, at least i can enjoy a moment of happiness
but now the appetite isnt there
i wish i was more talkative
i just cant bring myself to talk more most of the times.
its just so un-explainable
silence doesnt kill me,
and maybe im so used to it that's why?
its just the wall built behind the doors of the heart,
that i have to crack,
to slowly chip off the corners,
to make it fall.
so good luck to me.

time to worry about the history project.
5% of the allocated marks will be included in CA1 2007.
oh well, that is to make us do.
the teachers are smart.
they know we wouldnt be too bothered if it isnt included in CA.
2006 china magazine project
-a short description of china between 1911 and 1916
-who are chiang kai shek and mao zedong
-why was ther a 1st united front
and...
a short game, puzzle or quiz to end the article on a high note.
and......
it musnt exceed 3 pages!!
we are supposed to do it in groups of 2-4 people.
i think it will never be done if we dont distribute the work
because it is difficult for everyone to meet up.
so i guess, i shall do something first.....
and please, im not practising kiasuism.

i looked into the water
the woebegone reflection stared at me

2006-11-22T16:38:00.000-08:00

I just returned from my death bed.
No no, death bed sounds too exaggerating.
Shoo the bug!
I couldnt go for training for the next few days.):
Actually i wasnt very upset that i couldnt go.
The passion, where is it?
Part of it has vanished into thin air, i guess.

Oh boy, the thought of homework is so depressing!
Ive only completed geo n 5 sets of math.
And look, a month has passed.
Im so dead, so so dead.

See, im blogging in proper english.
No "la leh lor".
Actually im not very used to typing in proper english,
but i decided to give it a try after jingyan told me about mrs kamal's blog.

Aiya, see singlish again.
Hoho cant be bothered lah.

this blog is not known to many yet.
im lazy to ask everyone relink luh.
maybe when im energetic again ba.

tata.

2006-11-20T03:04:00.000-08:00

HELLO.