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November 2006[x]
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this blog is gonna have a short lifespan
a month later, its gonna die
the second time i killed a blog this year
well, ive decided im not gonna blog in a month's time
and u wont see me online anymore
perhaps i might advance its death?
im sorry baby
i feel as if ive wasted ur effort
but i wont delete it
just that i wont be updating
does that make a diffrence
maybe it does
a person who is in a coma is not dead yet
just that hes inactive





i hope i wont live to hear that
but if do
well i cant do anything more
but to hear shatters

we LOVE each other.; 3:55 PM

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i feel that..
i dont know whats the word.
so far apart i feel
say it doesnt matter
perhaps la
but somehow -----

a month of holidays is gone
another will soon be gone too
i feel that ive done nothing much
oh...):

it just came knocking at my skull
and i guess that will do

we LOVE each other.; 2:49 PM

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LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: joanna
Birthdate: 21071991
Current status: sianned in the mind
Eye colour: black?
Hair colour: black
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac sign: goat yang mehmeh

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: chinese
Your fears: like almost everything?
Your weaknesses:oh many many.
Your perfect pizza:long chesesy thingy with pineapple and ham or wadever nice meat.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your thoughts first waking up: my headache is better
Your bedtime: 10?11?
Your most missed memory: oh stop reminding me.i will go crazy thinking.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: now, and maybe for the next few years,plain water will do.
McDonalds or Burger King:hardly eaten burger king.mc is so-so lah.
Single or group dates: hmm.i date my baby can.
Adidas or Nike: for shoe, i prefer nike.for others, both(:
Lipton Tea or Nestea: i dont drink instant tea.
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends, but most of the time, chocolate.
Cappucinno or Coffee: dont drink cofee

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: No.i cant stand the smell.they paint ur lungs black.
Curse: not really.
Take a shower:in the evening but mostly after afternoon baths.
Having a crush: not really.
Like(d) school: yea.i miss school.
Want to get married: yes, 10 yrs later.oh that seems so long from now.
Believe in yourself: hmm.depends luh.
Think you're a health freak: kind of.influenced as well.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drink alcohol: nah.
Gone to the mall: this week no, ive been stuck at home for the past week.this month i guess so.
Been on stage: in the pst month, no.those were primary school days.
Eaten sushi: oh yes.i just had sushi for lunch(: i want more!
Been dumped: literally?eh no lah.im not rubbish kaes.
Gone skating: nope.that was years ago?
Dyed your hair: no.i believe in natural.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: nolah.i not pervertic luh.
Changed who you were to fit in: wad does this mean?

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age you're hoping to be married: 10 years later, 25.reasonable lah.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye colour: not important.
Best hair colour: not important.
Short or long hair: not important.

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 minute ago: doing this quiz.
1 hour ago: washing clothes.
5 hours ago: at the doctor.
1 week ago: sick.
1 year ago: dont remember lah.

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE:all my darlings.
I FEEL: so lost.
I HATE: to feel lost, the medicine
I HIDE: behind the doors of my heart.
I MISS: manymany things.oh stop reminding me!
I NEED: <3,happiness,good health,$

{TEN EMOTIONS}
1. Are you missing someone right now: oh stop that.
2. Are you happy: no.
3. Are you talking to anyone right now: no.
4. Are you bored: yes, very.
5. Are you German: no.
6. Are you Brazillian: no.
7. Are you French: no
8. Are you Italian: no
9. Are your parents still married: ya.dont think it makes any difference.
10. Do you like someone right now: i like my baby (:
{TEN FAVOURITES}
1. Television show: dont really have a favorite show.
2. Flower: ee no.
3. Colour: depends on what im looking at.
4. Sport: netball (:
5. Mall: nah..harly go to malls.
6. Music: eh..depends lah.
7. Food:manymany.
8. Drink: erm..i cant drink much le so not much favourites.
9. Animal: no! im afraid of them.
10. Country: my homeland.singapore luh, where else.

{TEN NINE FACTS}
1. Hometown: singapore.
2. Hair colour: black.
3. Hair length: slightly longer than shoulder length.
4. Eye colour: black?
5. Shoe size:5
6. Mood: lost, sianne
7. Orientation: wad does that mean.
8. Available: available to?
9. Lefty/Righty: Righty.ask before liao lah.

{TEN EIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE}
1. Have you ever been in love: hmm maybe.
2. Do you believe in love: true love do exists so i guess so.
3. Have you ever been heartbroken: not really but maybe.i think yes.
4. Have you ever broken someone's heart: maybe?
5. Have you ever fallen for your best friend: no.
6. Have you ever liked someone but never told them: maybe.maybe not.not really lah.
7. Are you afraid of commitment: now,at this point of time? yes.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer: oh how i know.ask this type of question.

{TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT}
1. Love or Lust: love.
2. Hard Liquor or Beer: neither.
3. Night or day: depends.
4. One night stand or relationships: relationships of course.
5. Television or Internet:depends.
6. Pepsi or Coke: none.
7. Wild night out or romantic: romantic
8. Coloured pictures or Black and white: depends.
9. Phone or in person: in person.
10. AIM or MySpace: none.

{TEN HAVE YOU EVER}
1. Ever been caught sneaking out:ahhaha/..no.
2. Ever skinny dipped: wads that.
3. Done something you regret: yes, many.
4. Ever bungee jumped: yes.i dont like the feeling when i come down.
5. Ever been on a boat: yup.
6. Ever finished an entire jaw breaker: wads that.
7. Ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: yea kinda.
8. Ever been caught by your parents with a hickey: hickey? wads that.
9. Ever danced in the rain: no i wold like to drown in it.
10. Ever loved your ex while you were in a new relationship: i was never in one.

back from the doctor's.
more oh-so-nice black syrup for another month.
the doctor says im so lack of blood,
which explains the birth of the constant throbbing in my head.
):

when will i ever complete my homework..
i guess not till school reopens.
coz theres still so many chemistry worksheets blank,
and i know i wouldnt know how to do.
thats procrastinating again.
i feel so sorry that im delaying,
but aAHH,theres this feeling,
constantly knocking at my skull.


i have to pick myself up again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIONA.
have a safe trip too.


we LOVE each other.; 2:51 PM

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now i'm sick.

AND I FEEL SO ZOMBIE-LIKE!

not to mention like puking all over, throbbing headaches, sudden stabs of pain in my tummy and fainting spells.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.i feel like i just died.and now my fingers feel so stubby till i can't really type fast.my eyes are practically closed AND I'M HUNGRY AGAIN.

baby lacks blood, i lack immunity.ahh, that sucks.i'm so weak.

BOOHOO.

i hate the doctor.i hate the medicine.I HATE THE VIRUS!!!!!!!!!!



boo lah. >:(

we LOVE each other.; 12:19 AM

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ive been listless for the whole of this week.
my brain kept running everywhere.
i need time to get it back intact):

last night's dinner was average
i felt neither full nor hungry
heh but soemthing interesting!
i sat right opposite an ah gXX
he, or rather she, wore this black dress with lipstick n flowery rubber band n flowery slippers.
prettier than me leh
i wore tshirt n shorts he/she wore dress and makeup.
LOL.
actually he/she was on the news some years back.
my mom asked him/her questions n he/she actually replied.
ho, should have asked more.


my refusal to do homework now is gonna kill me

we LOVE each other.; 10:16 AM

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i didnt go for the carnival today.
sorry people.
my sincere apologies.
i know everyone is somehow under the weather,
and still, you people made an effort to go,
but i didnt.
i wasnt involved in the preparations.
i didnt ask how did the preparations go.
sick, indeed i am,
but now, i feel as if its an excuse.
A TOTAL EXCUSE.
i guess everyone had fun during the friendly matches, the meals together and everything.
im just rotting at home,
watching the medicine destroy me
thinking of how im going to live through tomorrow
trying hard to discard the haunting thoughts and dreams
well, i brought upon these myself.
i came across this chinese comprehension passage yesterday and it goes:
unhappiness is brought about by the strong desires of human.
strong desires.
perhaps, perhaps,
if wishing for something that would never come true is considered as a strong desire.
and i guess it is.
i long for some decent food
maybe food makes me happy
well, at least i can enjoy a moment of happiness
but now the appetite isnt there
i wish i was more talkative
i just cant bring myself to talk more most of the times.
its just so un-explainable
silence doesnt kill me,
and maybe im so used to it that's why?
its just the wall built behind the doors of the heart,
that i have to crack,
to slowly chip off the corners,
to make it fall.
so good luck to me.

time to worry about the history project.
5% of the allocated marks will be included in CA1 2007.
oh well, that is to make us do.
the teachers are smart.
they know we wouldnt be too bothered if it isnt included in CA.
2006 china magazine project
-a short description of china between 1911 and 1916
-who are chiang kai shek and mao zedong
-why was ther a 1st united front
and...
a short game, puzzle or quiz to end the article on a high note.
and......
it musnt exceed 3 pages!!
we are supposed to do it in groups of 2-4 people.
i think it will never be done if we dont distribute the work
because it is difficult for everyone to meet up.
so i guess, i shall do something first.....
and please, im not practising kiasuism.



i looked into the water
the woebegone reflection stared at me

we LOVE each other.; 11:33 AM

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I just returned from my death bed.
No no, death bed sounds too exaggerating.
Shoo the bug!
I couldnt go for training for the next few days.):
Actually i wasnt very upset that i couldnt go.
The passion, where is it?
Part of it has vanished into thin air, i guess.

Oh boy, the thought of homework is so depressing!
Ive only completed geo n 5 sets of math.
And look, a month has passed.
Im so dead, so so dead.

See, im blogging in proper english.
No "la leh lor".
Actually im not very used to typing in proper english,
but i decided to give it a try after jingyan told me about mrs kamal's blog.

Aiya, see singlish again.
Hoho cant be bothered lah.

this blog is not known to many yet.
im lazy to ask everyone relink luh.
maybe when im energetic again ba.

tata.

we LOVE each other.; 4:38 PM

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HELLO.

we LOVE each other.; 3:04 AM

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