Saturday, November 25, 2006 :]
i didnt go for the carnival today.
sorry people.
my sincere apologies.
i know everyone is somehow under the weather,
and still, you people made an effort to go,
but i didnt.
i wasnt involved in the preparations.
i didnt ask how did the preparations go.
sick, indeed i am,
but now, i feel as if its an excuse.
A TOTAL EXCUSE.
i guess everyone had fun during the friendly matches, the meals together and everything.
im just rotting at home,
watching the medicine destroy me
thinking of how im going to live through tomorrow
trying hard to discard the haunting thoughts and dreams
well, i brought upon these myself.
i came across this chinese comprehension passage yesterday and it goes:
unhappiness is brought about by the
strong desires of human.
strong desires.
perhaps, perhaps,
if wishing for something that would never come true is considered as a strong desire.
and i guess it is.
i long for some decent food
maybe food makes me happy
well, at least i can enjoy a moment of happiness
but now the appetite isnt there
i wish i was more talkative
i just cant bring myself to talk more most of the times.
its just so un-explainable
silence doesnt kill me,
and maybe im so used to it that's why?
its just the wall built behind the doors of the heart,
that i have to crack,
to slowly chip off the corners,
to make it fall.
so good luck to me.
time to worry about the history project.
5% of the allocated marks will be included in CA1 2007.
oh well, that is to make us do.
the teachers are smart.
they know we wouldnt be too bothered if it isnt included in CA.
2006 china magazine project-a short description of china between 1911 and 1916
-who are chiang kai shek and mao zedong
-why was ther a 1st united front
and...
a short game, puzzle or quiz to end the article on a high note.
and......
it musnt exceed 3 pages!!
we are supposed to do it in groups of 2-4 people.
i think it will never be done if we dont distribute the work
because it is difficult for everyone to meet up.
so i guess, i shall do something first.....
and please, im not practising kiasuism.
i looked into the water
the woebegone reflection stared at me
;
11:33 AM
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